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The Wild God Nods His Head

3/23/2023

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The Wild God Nods His Head
"The Wild God Nods His Head" - oil on cradled wood panel, 20 x 20 x 1.5.  Ready to hang.  Available here and at Artfinder.

Listen to them:
The fox in your neck and
The snakes in your arms and
The wren and the sparrow and the deer…
The great un-nameable beasts
In your liver and your kidneys and your heart…
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There is a symphony of howling.
A cacophony of dissent.
The wild god nods his head and
You wake on the floor holding a knife,
A bottle and a handful of black fur.
​ - from Sometimes a Wild God, by Tom Hirons
We're so near the end of Hiron's poem.  Are you listening to the snakes in your arms yet?  Hiron's wild god wants us to inhabit our passions - to nurture and protect our unfettered creativity.  The words are visceral and rightly so.  It resonates deep within my bones.

Just one more piece to this poem, which has kept me company in the studio for a couple of months now.  It has prodded, poked, stabbed and shoved.  I will miss its daily prickliness.  And yet, I am now  holding a knife, a bottle and a handful of black fur.  A beast emerges in the paint.

About the art: beginning with an inspiration image the A.I. bot and I collaborated on (the beast in the background of the imaged called me deeply), I toned a smooth cradled panel with a neutral glow.  Slowly working outward from the center and creating texture within the wet paint using paper towels, chopsticks, small rubber wedges and the wrong (right!) ends of paintbrushes. Allowing the "frame" portions to remain rather sketchy, keeping the focus on the (now nodding) wild god.
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​The reader giveaway winners have been selected!  Wonder Mike and Lilly selected THREE lucky readers!  Wooohooo!

Thank you for reading, for commenting and for sharing your wisdom.  I am so inspired by your commitment to, new pursuit of, rekindling of and delight in your very own wild passions and creativity!

Stay tuned!   A new reader giveaway arrives in April!
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I Was Busy Surviving

3/15/2023

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I Was Busy Surviving
"I Was Busy Surviving" - oil on paper, 23 x 23.  Available here and at Artfinder.
The wild god points to your side.
You are bleeding heavily.
You have been bleeding for a long time,
Possibly since you were born.
There is a bear in the wound.
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‘Why did you leave me to die?’
Asks the wild god and you say:
‘I was busy surviving.
The shops were all closed;
I didn’t know how. I’m sorry.’
from Sometimes a Wild God by Tom Hirons
Here I am still.  Communing with this poem and the wild god at my door, in my studio, in the paint.  And this bit of the poem - oh and oh.  Why did you leave me to die? asks the wild god.  And how often have I left my inspiration, passion, interests and sparkle to die while I was busy surviving?   For much of my life, I fear.  But, I didn't know how.

How do we feed what makes us thrive when we are busy trying to survive?  How do we exist in the world of should and musts and responsibility and busyness and yet nourish, protect, inspire, infuse, inhabit the wild god of our passions and explorations?  It is, by far, the thing I most hear from other artists and creatives - how do we live in the world and yet create?

I know how I have learned to do it.  And how I am still learning to say yes and yes and YES, HALLELUJAH when the wild god knocks at the door (and yes even when the muse is not present - show up and often things happen) But what I'd love to know is how do YOU inhabit your passions, dear reader?  Perhaps your secret techniques will be just the whisper another creative needs in this very moment. 

Both Wonder Mike and Lilly think this is an important question - and will reward one lucky commenter with a piece of original art!  Yep, it's time for the MARCH READER GIVEAWAY (not giving away a reader, nope nope!  Giving away a bit of original art!!  Leave a comment below to be entered.

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At last! She has an arm.
About the art:  beginning with an inspiration image generated by the A.I. bot responding to written prompts.  Note the bot decided the woman did not need an arm!!! I used a grid on this one to keep myself from veering too far from the composition. After toning the Arches oil paper with oil paint and liquin (several days to dry), then a grid and sketch with colored pencil.  Working from the inside out, applying layers and glazing the requisite 80 million times.  I pulled the man forward in my rendition, deciding the interaction between these two characters needed a spotlight.  And that she needed an arm. :)
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Hymns to Enchantments

3/9/2023

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Hymns to Enchantments
​"Hymns to Enchantments" - oil on paper, 22 x 30.  Available here and at Artfinder.

The wild god dances with your dog.
You dance with the sparrows.
A white stag pulls up a stool
And bellows hymns to enchantments.
A pelican leaps from chair to chair.

In the distance, warriors pour from their tombs.
Ancient gold grows like grass in the fields.
Everyone dreams the words to long-forgotten songs.
The hills echo and the grey stones ring
With laughter and madness and pain.
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In the middle of the dance,
The house takes off from the ground.
Clouds climb through the windows;
Lightning pounds its fists on the table
And the moon leans in.
 - from Sometimes a Wild God by Tom Hirons

Ooooooooh the wild god is running rampant around the studio! Enchantment is everywhere. Stags bellowing, sparrows dancing, pelicans leaping, lightning pounding fists.

I continue my exploration of Hiron's poem, which is nearly always running through my thoughts.  The A.I. bot is fickle like the muse...you have to show up regularly to get good results.  This inspiration image was created on a very good day with the bot.  So much magic; only two hands to paint it with.  And then the moon leans in.
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About the art:  this piece, a full sheet of Arches oil paper, was a dance in itself.  Wanting to capture the essence of the inspiration image, but lighten the ominousness of it a bit, I began with a background of layered oil paints thinned with liquin and applied with a rubber wedge and paper towel.  A light sketch in colored pencil and then working methodically right to let (I am largely a southpaw, so trying to keep my arm from dragging through the paint) and from top to bottom.  Using negative space to define the figures.  Building layers with brushes and wedges, then drawing back into the paint with a bit of paint thinner on a brush to create the delicious runny "swirlyness" that the bot does so well.

You might notice the bot does not do hands well - take a look at the inspiration image. It's good to know artificial intelligence has creative limits. :)

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Exults and Weeps at Once

3/2/2023

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"Exults and Weeps at Once" - oil on paper, 15 x 18.  Available here and at Artfinder.
You cough again,
Expectorate the snakes and
Water down the whiskey,
Wondering how you got so old
And where your passion went.

The wild god reaches into a bag
Made of moles and nightingale-skin.
He pulls out a two-reeded pipe,
Raises an eyebrow
And all the birds begin to sing.

The fox leaps into your eyes.
Otters rush from the darkness.
The snakes pour through your body.
Your dog howls and upstairs
Your wife both exults and weeps at once.
- from Sometimes a Wild God by Tom Hirons
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Exults and Weeps at Once
March finds me still in thrall with the wild god.

Hiron's poem nudges and prods, demands and whispers, pushes and dares.   Let the wild god not find us, dear reader, wondering how we got so old and where our passion went.  Instead, let us listen to the foxes and otters and snakes and live on the edge of our eyeballs whenever we can.  And so, in witnessing what is emerging in the paint while the wild god prods, I both exult and weep at once.

About the art:  beginning with an inspiration image provided by the A.I. bot, who seems to very much like ballet (oh yes, even monsters, villains, goats, rabbits and demons might be wearing tutus when you ask the bot for things), I set out to create a deeply colored piece with an air of thoughtful wistfulness and contemplation.  Beginning with a light sketch in color pencil, laying down thin washes of oil paint with rubber wedge, brush and paper towel.  Allowing the paint to do things on its own, resisting the urge to perfect, overly clarify or define.  This one is on Arches oil paper, which remains my new favorite.
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tiny dreamers ride beasts, speak
​ birdsong, hold the moon.

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