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She's An Outlaw

7/6/2026

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She's An Outlaw
oil on canvas
15 x 30 x .75 inches
This item is unframed but ready to hang.

The best artists are outlaws
Vandalizing our sanctity,
Our sanctimonious freight trains,
Our parsimonious neglect.

The best artists are culprits
Chiseling our school desks,
Scraping our bathroom stalls,
Doodling our notebooks.
 - THOMAS WELLS
There is something deeply symbolic about guns.

I don't own one and don't want to. I have had guns pointed at me - twice. It isn't anything I want to revisit ever again. But the people with guns have power.

There are other kinds of power - words, images, silence. I like to think my own "guns" are the images I make and the words I put with those images.
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In the world of gunslingers and outlaws, there aren't a lot of women. It is generally (but not always), men depicted with the gun in their hands, and thus the power. More contemporary fantasy and sci-fi includes more badass women, and I think this particular outlaw fits well there.

She's every woman who has had enough. Every female whose rights are being eroded. Every woman who has suffered at the hands of the patriarchy. Each woman who wished, even for a moment, the power was in her two hands.

Maybe she is carrying bubble guns, squirt guns, nerf guns or just guns loaded with powerful words. She demands attention. And by golly she is gonna have it.
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The artist in me knows that I must also be an outlaw (vandal, culprit) in the world. It might be a controversial image, or words that rub some folks the wrong way, but my job is to put it out there; to stir up conversation and maybe cause some notebook doodling. Whether it is powerful women with weapons, monsters lurking in the shadows or books about the monstrousness in all of us, I'm gonna do it.

About the art: I had an idea for this one, a female outlaw in mid-air. So I began with a gesso'd canvas and some thinned oil paint and sketched a rough outline of the figure. Next a layer of background paint, pushing in to further refine the sketch. A long drying time.  Using a small brush I went in for the detail work - face, hands and weapons. While those were drying, I placed shadows in the clothing, the hair and the legs. More drying! The requisite 80 million layers, pushing and pulling until the right level of detail vs abstraction was reached. It took many weeks. OY! Finally, a second layer on the background, and a very wet brush laden with paint for the dripping parts of her clothing. After four more weeks of drying, I added a layer of varnish. She is a big, powerful piece in the studio. She does not tolerate timidity or hesitation!





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MonstroUS

6/29/2026

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It is the most exciting penultimate day! The day before MonstroUS is released. And I am having a little surreal moment - is it nearly here already?

But rather than talk about the stories and the writing today, let's chat about the art. Over 60 pieces of oil paintings and pen and ink drawings went into this book. Each story has a different style inspiration; a unique visual perspective. The studio had pieces propped, taped, clipped and leaned everywhere for more than a year. I was surrounded by the art!  Here are a few of my favorites.
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Her Feet Began To Float Up Off The Floor
from the story "Burdensome"
oil on paper
​12.5 x 18.5 inches

For the painted pieces in this story, I was inspired by the art of Robert McGinnis - the book covers, the movie posters, the magazine pages. His ultra feminine females, saturated colors and the way his art evokes a certain time from the past in our culture.

This piece began with a well saturated undercoat of green. A rough sketch of the figure and the sofa, and then many layers to create the contrast and highlights. Resisting the urge to overly refine the details - a large piece made very small in the book, which perfectly gives the effect of being ten feet away from the art (the ideal distance at which to view a painting.)
The Latest Smith
​from the story "Smith"

pen and ink on Yupo
​7 x 10 inches (plus a wide border for framing)

​In this story, I focused primarily on a very high contrast graphic novel style of pen and ink drawings on Yupo. The broad strokes, gestures and stark black and white of these images gave me so much satisfaction that I have continued to use this style for some of my pen and ink work.

​The odd angles, wonky borders, scribbles and suggestions of this style really make me grin.
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This Is My Daughter
from the story" Golem"

acrylic and ink on wood panel
​11 x 14 x .25 inches

The full color pieces in the two Golem stories were created with acrylic paint pens on sealed wood panels. It created a mood that felt right for Inuit-inspired fairytales, incorporating the natural element of the wood grain.

Paint pens are a real delight to use. They can be blended while the paint is wet, painted over when they are dry, smudged with fingers or rags. The variety of nibs allow large or small line work and a level of control that is more difficult to achieve with brushes and oil paint.
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Improbable Coincidences

6/22/2026

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Improbable Coincidences
oil on Yupo
11 x 19 inches (plus a border for framing)
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It seems so odd to me now, how one can be so unsettled by the improbable. When we know that our entire existence is founded on freak occurrences and improbable coincidences.
― Solvej Balle, On the Calculation of Volume I
We just finished reading On The Calculation Of Volume 1 and I find myself contemplating how easy it is to be rattled by the things we don't expect - the unlikely, the surprising, the improbable. 
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In the book, a woman becomes stuck in a repeating day.  Although she can experience the day differently, the world around her repeats - the weather, the people, the news - everything. And the book is largely about the shifts she goes through over the course of a year of grappling with this improbable situation.

Personally, I am not great with surprises, especially when they aren't, well, good ones. It throws me off, makes me edgy, gets me to gritting my teeth. But I learned recently from friend Dotty Seiter to begin saying and this too​ when these things happen. It is just another thing in a long string of things. As I say it, I can feel the shift in my insides. Everything changes just enough that I am less rattled.
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And Balle is so right in pointing out the improbability of our very existence as humans in the universe - why should we be rattled by more freak occurrences?  Next time I am saying softly to myself and this too, I will simply look up at the stars and nod knowingly. All of this is an ​improbable coincidence.

About the art: beginning with a gesso'd piece of Yupo and an inspiration image, I roughed in the outline of the figure with a pencil and then painted the first layer of background paint (working outside-in) and further refined the figure outline. Then a long drying time. Following with the face and hands, I used a thin layer of paint to place the main facial features and the structure of the hands around the heart. Another drying time (oil is all about patience) and then a tiny brush to place small details on face and hands, then more layers of paint on both. While those layers dried, I worked on a base coat for the hair and clothing, the neck and the skin of the arms (shadows and light). More drying time! A few more layers on the face and hands, another layer on hair and clothing and arms, then a final, very loose layer on the background. About five weeks from start to finish. This joyful, heart-generous girl makes me smile. 





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A MonstroUS Interview

6/15/2026

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The Griots Sing
The Griots Sing
oil on canvas
​15 x 30 inches 
This piece is one of two promotional giveaways for those who preorder MonstroUS

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Here we are, two weeks away from the official release date of MonstroUS!

I can tell you I am full of butterflies, smiles, excitement and JOY at the thought of holding this book in my two hands.  And also heart-felt gratitude for the publisher, editor and grand poobah of WayWord Books, the talented and enchanting Leslie Rindoks.

Rindoks and I have worked together on a number of projects over the last decade. On each of those projects I was an illustrator, not a writer. Until now.
G.D. Fortune
oil on canvas
​10 x 30 inches
This piece is one of two promotional giveaways for those who preorder MonstroUS
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She's the kind of human who is constantly creating - she and I once spent time in Ireland together drinking Guinness and dreaming up a salty musical with irreverent songs (we never finished this project, but I still think of the unfinished Fork & Wagon, The Musical with a smile).

Rindoks went on to open her own imprint, WayWord Books, in South Carolina while I moved across the country and began a whole new adventure of my own in Oregon.

When I received an inquiry from her offering the opportunity to write and illustrate a book, I was over the moon. This kind of faith in a previously untested skill (my ability to write a book) is a real honest-to-goodness dream come true, and not something that happens often in life.
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G.D. Fortune
I think the key to this book coming together so beautifully is teamwork (as is the key to most successful things). Having an editor who is excited about the project, demanding and yet encouraging certainly helped me over the rewrite hurdles. And for Rindoks, having a writer/illustrator who would meet deadlines and embrace changes (well, most of them anyway) might have helped, too. 

If you have a book in your noggin itching to get out, finding the right (WRITE!) team is the difference between finishing the book and getting stuck in the mire. Whether you are working with an editor like Leslie Rindoks, or a writing coach like Thea Fiore Bloom chemistry between you is the magic elixir of creating something wondrous.

And guess what? YOU are part of that magic elixir for me! Your feedback on the blog, the art, the process and my own journey have been instrumental in building the confidence I needed to tackle this, well, monster of a project. THANK YOU!!!

I had the opportunity to interview Rindoks once MonstroUS was complete. There is a link to the interview on YouTube below!
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Winners to be announced on release day
(anticipated to be June 30th)
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Resolute

6/8/2026

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Resolute
oil on panel
24 x 18 inches
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I want to be a mountain.
Live oak limbs and black gum roots.

I want a base, ample and unshakable.
Thick and steady. Storm-ready.
Resolute.
 - L.E. BOWMAN
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I grew up powerless in the shadows of the powerful. Voiceless though I raised the alarm, invisible though I tried very hard to be seen. It was a bit like standing at the base of a mountain. Well, more like standing at the base of a mountain abutting the ocean, where sneaker waves crashed against one side of me, and the cliff face loomed in a straight vertical against the other side. It is, in real life, a formula for drowning.

I never wanted to be the sea, with its unpredictable temperament and grabbiness. I wanted to be the mountain - unshakable and storm-ready. Perhaps that is why standing on top of some pinnacle at the end of hours of hiking feels both triumphant and holy.

This upbringing of mine and the subsequent lifetime accumulation of survival skills (used awkwardly and inelegantly) somehow became the very fuel needed for writing MONSTROUS.

Rather than tell you the story of writing the book (the pages, the rewrites, the illustrations and hours and months and so on), I will instead share an except from the book, which perhaps tells it better.
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BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR (but do keep wishing)

IN A NONDESCRIPT midwestern town somewhere in the early
1970’s, a middle-schooler sat at a desk in geography class writing
short horror stories. The instructor had a monotonous voice and
wore his sweater-vests inside-out, so writing was the way to stay alert,
as well as a way to delight classmates when the stories were passed
from desk to desk. The middle-school girl had unruly dark hair, thick
glasses, bumps on her face and hairy legs. Was she a witch? If only. A
few spells might have worked against the monsters at home. In the
meantime, writing horror stories made the real horrors seem somehow less.

Fifty years later (FIFTY YEARS!) the (now grown) girl receives a
missive from a magical being inviting her to write and illustrate a
book. She raises an eyebrow, waiting for the catch, but instead finds
the door opened to a world outside of the box,
rules abandoned, caution thrown to the wind—just waiting for her.
WHERE DO I SIGN?,
she yells, and a contract lands in her lap.
Fifteen months, 60 illustrations and a dozen stories later, a book is
born under the practiced and expert eye of the magical being (who
happens to be an enchantress and book doula).
Somewhere in the time loop, a
middle-schooler is screaming with
joy, jumping on her desk and shouting
TAKE THAT, YOU FUCKING MONSTERS!
She accepts detention for swearing and marches off
to gleefully serve her time.

About the art: beginning with an old oil painting on a flat panel, I roughed in a basic mountainous scene with bold strokes of oil paint and a brush. Drawing on our hikes along the rugged Oregon coast, where waves crash ominously against tall vertical cliffs and rocks, but without using a reference photo, a worked with big shapes and broad brush strokes. This piece took form over five weeks, where drying time between layers allowed me to come back in and build color layers while scraping back enough to let the underpainting peek through.  Finishing with a palette knife to add rough highlights and whitecaps to the waves, and a wet brush through the sky to drag paint over the mountaintops.







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The Soft Wild Part

6/1/2026

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The Soft Wild Part
oil on aquabord
9 x 12 inches
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There is a soft wild part of me
that I abandoned somewhere along the way the way.

I found her again in the quiet hours
when everything hurt too much to pretend.

She came back smellling of rain
carrying stories I had locked away
telling me that the ache
was simply the map
leading me home
 - @shespeaksinmagic/instagram.com
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I am learning to listen to the ache. To the hurt. To the sadness. To listen, to feel and to let that soft wildness loose into the world. 

Sometimes that looks like painting. Other days it is hiking or beachcombing for hours. Listening to wind, surf, birds and my boots crunching over trails littered with debris loosens the knots and dread - the big and the small.

Recently, this listening and setting loose has taken the form of writing. The last eighteen months, particularly, because an enchanted being in a publishing castle sent me on a quest and gave me free rein. (And free reign over the writing domain). The soft wildness of that quest is now itself set loose upon the world in the form of a book. 

I'll talk more about this in the coming weeks. For now I am just basking in the smell of rain released by the words and art contained within this treasure of a book. Oh my.
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​About the art: an intuitive abstract landscape - working with brush and palette knife, I roughed in a basic composition based on hikes we've taken into mountainous areas. The layers of hills and ravines and rocks; the hugeness of the sky. Resisting the urge to get overly detailed or "precious" about the piece, I worked quickly to capture light and shadow, big shapes and highlights. Is that water? Is it snow? Is that the smell of rain off in the distance?

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Coyote In Control

5/25/2026

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Coyote In Control
oil on cradled wood panel
12 x 24 x 1.5 inches
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Coyote In Control
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​John F. Kennedy
New York City
 I saw him across the lobby
flight 161
St. Louis
Albuquerque.

Coyote looked in control
cool
fitting right into the city
smiling when a pretty woman passed him
figuring out his flight
making calculations from behind
the New York Times.

Slick
right down to his Tony Lamas
Coyote
 I’d recognize him anywhere
Copenhagen
New York
Gallup.

People say
you can dress ’em up
but once a coyote
always a coyote.
- NORA NARANJO-MORSE
Oh oh OH! Here I am, looking for the words to partner with the art, coming across Naranjo-Morse's poem, trying to sift for a few lines that fit and NO! I must post the entire thing beccause THIS! What she did with the words, the story, the attitude, the COYOTE-NESS simply could not be sifted, shortened or abbreviated. 

And it makes a very good point - so much of art is about words. Words to describe process and inspiration, words to illucidate themes and meaning, words to point the viewer toward a more full, immersive art experience.

In the process of painting, I spend an equal amount of time with paint and with pen (or laptop). Poems and quotes scribbled and copied, authors and poets, researched and read, trains of thought written down in a hurry before they become fireflies in summer and flit away, taking their illumination with them.
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Naranjo-Morse influenced my thoughts about my own painting when I came across her poem. This coyote? He's a slick city guy. Hanging out with house cats, wary of cars and security lights. Does he read the New York Times? Maybe?

I'd love to hear what relationship words have with art in your world. Do words make art come alive? Or does art describe something words cannot? Leave a comment!

​About the art: beginning with a gesso'd piece of cradled wood panel, I roughed in the basic figure shapes and painted the background from the outside-in to refine the form.  I added the first layer of darks to grab the shadow sections. Using a small flat brush I worked on the geometry of  the coyote's coat, then the cat's shading. A long drying time. Special attention and a small brush for the faces. Another layer of darks, then carving back in with a rubber wedge on the coyote's chest and neck. Layers of background paint and carving back through that wet paint with a large rubber wedge to create movement. Finally, whiskers!
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Holy Loneliness

5/18/2026

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Holy Loneliness
oil on Yupo
13 x 19 inches
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Holy Loneliness
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"follow your heart,"
they said - 
forgetting to mention
the terrible exile that comes
after we find the courage
to step out of the great line
we were expected to march in.

-it can be so lonely to chase our dreams.

still, once we begin,
we must keep going -

because the heart
doesn't know the way back, 
only forward.

and once we
taste purpose,

even loneliness feels holy.
- JOHN ROEDEL
How many of you like to step out of the great line we were expected to march in?  It isn't easy. It is fraught with peril! The judgment, the naysayers, the critics, those who want to herd the out-of-line-marchers back into formation - people who step out of line make other people, well nervous.

If you are chasing your dreams, those naysayers may think, why aren't I? So there is often a price to be paid, a terrible exile meant to push you back into the queue. 

I'm guessing anyone of you who is out there creating, pushing, questioning, exploring and adventuring may have experienced this kind of holy loneliness. Which isn't very lonely after all. And is an invitation for others to step out of line. No need to RSVP, that invitation says, just arrive.
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I am personally celebrating each and every one of you. Brave souls who follow their hearts, even if there is no path, no guidebook or map and no instruction manual. We don't need to know the way back. We can just take another step forward with glee. 

About the art: beginning with a gesso'd piece of Yupo and a color palette in my mind, I grabbed a wide brush and just ran with this one.  I wanted to veer away from preciousness, from tiny details, from tightness and over-control. A wide brush and big strokes makes that easy! I drew a basic series of horizon lines with neutral paint, then began blocking in chunks of color. A wash of pale glow and the suggestion of a sun and its reflection. I worked all around those lights, ignoring them until the very end when I could cut in with the paint and reduce them to the most impactful size. I'm pretty stoked about this one. 




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A Tale Worth Telling

5/11/2026

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A Tale Worth Telling
A Tale Worth Telling
oil on Yupo
11 x 18.75 inches (plus a border for framing)
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Face it. Curiosity
will not cause us to die--
only lack of it will.
Never to want to see
the other side of the hill
or that improbable country
where living is an idyll
(although a probable hell)
would kill us all.

Only the curious have, if they live, a tale
worth telling at all.- ALASTAIR REID
The other side of the hill. 

It is the elusive thing artists and writers set their sights on every darn day. The next sketch. The painting that stretches our skills. The chapter (or paragraph or sentence) that we reach for - just out of sight but we know (we know!) it is there.

It's the same when Malcolm and I hike, whether it is in the mountains, through the gorge, along the coast - what's over that hill? Around that bend? Beyond the cove? I can't tell you how many times we've discovered things we never thought to see (sea lions, otters, shipwrecks, caves, burn forests, old stoves) by going just a little further.

But I haven't always been this way.
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I spent many years staying in my lane, not wandering, not adventuring, stifling my curiosity because of outside pressures and inside fears. The anxiety of the unknown can be crippling! But not now, not here. I want to have the most incredible tale to tell when all is said and done.

About the art: beginning with a piece of Yupo covered in white gesso, I lightly drew the figure with a small brush and thinned oil paint. I painting a light wash on the background to isolate the figure in the space, then some drying time. Coming in with darks I delineated the helmet, neck area and the basic figure shape. I used a small rubber wedge to carve back through the paint on the neck to expose the white underlayer and create "wires". A wash of golden yellow for the helmet and body, then blues and teals for the "glass" of the helmet faceplate. After more drying, small crushes and all of the tiny details over many, many layers. Finally, more washes of color to create and atmospheric background, then one more go with the small wedge to carve more "wires" around the helmet. This curious bot makes me smile. There is hope in that architectural visage. :)






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Once Scattered Newly Formed

5/4/2026

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Once Scattered Newly Formed
Once Scattered Newly Formed
oil on cradled wood panel
18 x 24 x 1.5 inches
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They say that the moon was once part of the earth.
A broken piece forced from her mother's body
and cast into darkness.
But look at her now - perfect and glowing. Whole.
Something once scattered newly formed.
Something once wrecked now complete on her own.
Aren't we all a little scattered? A little wrecked?
I look at her and see hope.
- L.E. BOWMAN
I can't help but think about the moon.

She rises over one side of our home and sets on the other, a benevolent, silent presence reminding me to look up, look beyond and to be amazed by all that out there. She shines in the window like a peeping celestial orb. But it's ok. She is very welcome here.

And this poem - aren't we all a little scattered? A little wrecked?  - I feel that in my bones. The world is being reshaped around us, both in the earth's own weather systems and topography and in the systems of cooperation and governance which the humans inhabitants depend upon. And it makes me feel a little scattered, a little wrecked.

Yet...

There's the moon. Up there. A reminder. History has a long, long, long, long arc. This is a blip in all that time.  Even all of this will one day be again newly formed.
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 About the art:  the march of the murdered paintings continues! They are lined up in the studio, ready for their transformations. When I got the idea for this abstract, I was so excited I forgot to take any process pics. Oy! Beginning a brush laden with thinned dark paint, I deliniated the basic structure - horizon line, rolling hills and a falling tumble below. Many washes of color to amp up the brilliance, then a long drying time. A small brush with more darks to re-sculpt the "rocks" and "cliff", then more washes of color over top of the dried sections. A chopstick dragged through the layers to create texture and movement. A small brush splayed and twisted in a circle for the blue moon. A final coat of varnish and a deep, satisfied sigh.





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