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Coyote In Control

5/25/2026

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Coyote In Control
oil on cradled wood panel
12 x 24 x 1.5 inches
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​John F. Kennedy
New York City
 I saw him across the lobby
flight 161
St. Louis
Albuquerque.

Coyote looked in control
cool
fitting right into the city
smiling when a pretty woman passed him
figuring out his flight
making calculations from behind
the New York Times.

Slick
right down to his Tony Lamas
Coyote
 I’d recognize him anywhere
Copenhagen
New York
Gallup.

People say
you can dress ’em up
but once a coyote
always a coyote.
- NORA NARANJO-MORSE
Oh oh OH! Here I am, looking for the words to partner with the art, coming across Naranjo-Morse's poem, trying to sift for a few lines that fit and NO! I must post the entire thing beccause THIS! What she did with the words, the story, the attitude, the COYOTE-NESS simply could not be sifted, shortened or abbreviated. 

And it makes a very good point - so much of art is about words. Words to describe process and inspiration, words to illucidate themes and meaning, words to point the viewer toward a more full, immersive art experience.

In the process of painting, I spend an equal amount of time with paint and with pen (or laptop). Poems and quotes scribbled and copied, authors and poets, researched and read, trains of thought written down in a hurry before they become fireflies in summer and flit away, taking their illumination with them.
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Naranjo-Morse influenced my thoughts about my own painting when I came across her poem. This coyote? He's a slick city guy. Hanging out with house cats, wary of cars and security lights. Does he read the New York Times? Maybe?

I'd love to hear what relationship words have with art in your world. Do words make art come alive? Or does art describe something words cannot? Leave a comment!

​About the art: beginning with a gesso'd piece of cradled wood panel, I roughed in the basic figure shapes and painted the background from the outside-in to refine the form.  I added the first layer of darks to grab the shadow sections. Using a small flat brush I worked on the geometry of  the coyote's coat, then the cat's shading. A long drying time. Special attention and a small brush for the faces. Another layer of darks, then carving back in with a rubber wedge on the coyote's chest and neck. Layers of background paint and carving back through that wet paint with a large rubber wedge to create movement. Finally, whiskers!
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Holy Loneliness

5/18/2026

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Holy Loneliness
oil on Yupo
13 x 19 inches
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"follow your heart,"
they said - 
forgetting to mention
the terrible exile that comes
after we find the courage
to step out of the great line
we were expected to march in.

-it can be so lonely to chase our dreams.

still, once we begin,
we must keep going -

because the heart
doesn't know the way back, 
only forward.

and once we
taste purpose,

even loneliness feels holy.
- JOHN ROEDEL
How many of you like to step out of the great line we were expected to march in?  It isn't easy. It is fraught with peril! The judgment, the naysayers, the critics, those who want to herd the out-of-line-marchers back into formation - people who step out of line make other people, well nervous.

If you are chasing your dreams, those naysayers may think, why aren't I? So there is often a price to be paid, a terrible exile meant to push you back into the queue. 

I'm guessing anyone of you who is out there creating, pushing, questioning, exploring and adventuring may have experienced this kind of holy loneliness. Which isn't very lonely after all. And is an invitation for others to step out of line. No need to RSVP, that invitation says, just arrive.
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I am personally celebrating each and every one of you. Brave souls who follow their hearts, even if there is no path, no guidebook or map and no instruction manual. We don't need to know the way back. We can just take another step forward with glee. 

About the art: beginning with a gesso'd piece of Yupo and a color palette in my mind, I grabbed a wide brush and just ran with this one.  I wanted to veer away from preciousness, from tiny details, from tightness and over-control. A wide brush and big strokes makes that easy! I drew a basic series of horizon lines with neutral paint, then began blocking in chunks of color. A wash of pale glow and the suggestion of a sun and its reflection. I worked all around those lights, ignoring them until the very end when I could cut in with the paint and reduce them to the most impactful size. I'm pretty stoked about this one. 




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A Tale Worth Telling

5/11/2026

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A Tale Worth Telling
A Tale Worth Telling
oil on Yupo
11 x 18.75 inches (plus a border for framing)
This piece is unmounted and unframed.
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Face it. Curiosity
will not cause us to die--
only lack of it will.
Never to want to see
the other side of the hill
or that improbable country
where living is an idyll
(although a probable hell)
would kill us all.

Only the curious have, if they live, a tale
worth telling at all.- ALASTAIR REID
The other side of the hill. 

It is the elusive thing artists and writers set their sights on every darn day. The next sketch. The painting that stretches our skills. The chapter (or paragraph or sentence) that we reach for - just out of sight but we know (we know!) it is there.

It's the same when Malcolm and I hike, whether it is in the mountains, through the gorge, along the coast - what's over that hill? Around that bend? Beyond the cove? I can't tell you how many times we've discovered things we never thought to see (sea lions, otters, shipwrecks, caves, burn forests, old stoves) by going just a little further.

But I haven't always been this way.
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I spent many years staying in my lane, not wandering, not adventuring, stifling my curiosity because of outside pressures and inside fears. The anxiety of the unknown can be crippling! But not now, not here. I want to have the most incredible tale to tell when all is said and done.

About the art: beginning with a piece of Yupo covered in white gesso, I lightly drew the figure with a small brush and thinned oil paint. I painting a light wash on the background to isolate the figure in the space, then some drying time. Coming in with darks I delineated the helmet, neck area and the basic figure shape. I used a small rubber wedge to carve back through the paint on the neck to expose the white underlayer and create "wires". A wash of golden yellow for the helmet and body, then blues and teals for the "glass" of the helmet faceplate. After more drying, small crushes and all of the tiny details over many, many layers. Finally, more washes of color to create and atmospheric background, then one more go with the small wedge to carve more "wires" around the helmet. This curious bot makes me smile. There is hope in that architectural visage. :)






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Once Scattered Newly Formed

5/4/2026

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Once Scattered Newly Formed
Once Scattered Newly Formed
oil on cradled wood panel
18 x 24 x 1.5 inches
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They say that the moon was once part of the earth.
A broken piece forced from her mother's body
and cast into darkness.
But look at her now - perfect and glowing. Whole.
Something once scattered newly formed.
Something once wrecked now complete on her own.
Aren't we all a little scattered? A little wrecked?
I look at her and see hope.
- L.E. BOWMAN
I can't help but think about the moon.

She rises over one side of our home and sets on the other, a benevolent, silent presence reminding me to look up, look beyond and to be amazed by all that out there. She shines in the window like a peeping celestial orb. But it's ok. She is very welcome here.

And this poem - aren't we all a little scattered? A little wrecked?  - I feel that in my bones. The world is being reshaped around us, both in the earth's own weather systems and topography and in the systems of cooperation and governance which the humans inhabitants depend upon. And it makes me feel a little scattered, a little wrecked.

Yet...

There's the moon. Up there. A reminder. History has a long, long, long, long arc. This is a blip in all that time.  Even all of this will one day be again newly formed.
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 About the art:  the march of the murdered paintings continues! They are lined up in the studio, ready for their transformations. When I got the idea for this abstract, I was so excited I forgot to take any process pics. Oy! Beginning a brush laden with thinned dark paint, I deliniated the basic structure - horizon line, rolling hills and a falling tumble below. Many washes of color to amp up the brilliance, then a long drying time. A small brush with more darks to re-sculpt the "rocks" and "cliff", then more washes of color over top of the dried sections. A chopstick dragged through the layers to create texture and movement. A small brush splayed and twisted in a circle for the blue moon. A final coat of varnish and a deep, satisfied sigh.





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Push Back

4/27/2026

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Push Back
Push Back
oil on paper
10 x 14 inches (plus a border for framing)
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You set out to change things, the things you want to change push back. - Adrian Tchaikovsky, Cage of Souls
The Bradypus (three-toed sloth) and I have something in common. It is the slowest animal in the world, and I am the slowest learner of life lessons in the west.  

I can be resilient, tenacious, stubborn and determined. And those qualities are great! Mostly. But they also have me banging my head against things repeatedly, thinking nothing can withstand my determination and effort. Only recently, in this very decade, have I begun to see that NOT pushing is often the best way to move something forward.

This works with other humans, with productivity, with creativity and with goal-setting.  Acceptance, observation, and even surrender sometimes loosen a stubborn thing or situation.
This very much applies to painting.

Anytime a painting is pushing back, it is time to walk away, let it dry awhile and then come back with an "ok, I see you, we will do it your way" approach. Generally, that attitude unsticks the painting and a little magic is released.

And this works with writing, too.  I now know it is considered proper ettiquette to approach writing with a gentle, open mind and heart, waiting for the entry point to a story or paragraph or post. Like the beginning of a shamanic journey, where you enter going down into the ground, into a tree hollow, into a cave, through an opening in the clouds - if you listen and wait, the portal appears.
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Now, mind you, this is not a reason to procrastinate or stop creating. Quite the opposite! Begin something else instead. Prep canvases. Make word lists. Read poetry. Make weird sketches. Afterward, re-approach the other thing and smile, because it's going to let you in now. 

​About the art: more murderousness in the studio! This time an oil painting on paper, cut into two pieces. In the image, the piece on the left became this painting, with all of that texture making magic in the new piece. I wrestled with this portrait for a month - she wanted what she wanted and I could not convince her otherwise! Once I surrendered, the painting moved along quickly and became something a bit punchy and illustrative. I want to know where this woman is headed and what secrets she holds...
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The murdered underpainting




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Small Is Big (a double feature)

4/20/2026

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The Opening of a Giant Door

​The Opening of a Giant Door
pen and ink on Yupo
6 x 8 inches (plus a wide border for framing)
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Sometimes you make a very small move and then suddenly a giant door opens and a new exciting path appears before you and thus you understand how something so small carries a potential to create such big magic! Now you know that small is big! - Mehmet Murat Ildan
Keep Your Own Sky
pen and ink on Yupo
5 x 7 inches (plus a wide border for framing)
This item is unmounted and unframed.
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​A fallen feather
knows as much about return
as any wandering comet.

Small things keep their own sky.
 - Monika Ajay Kaul


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Recently the studio has been abuzz with small things...a seasonal swarm of flying ants, exploratory bees and clouds of pollen! The downside of several warm days and open windows. 

There are also small things in progress everywhere on the work tables, the drying rack and the staging shelves. An upcoming online auction called the All Small Event has the malarkey flying in a teeny tiny way.  A delightful change in focus! 

These two pieces snuck out of the event roster to hang out here - a little (pun intended) malarkey to start the week!
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About the art: my design mind is wandering from sleeping birds to fairytales to storybooks to robots and back again. So I sat down, grabbed two concept sketches, a small graphic art pen and some Yupo. They key with using ink and the Yupo is to work from right to left (I am predominantly left-handed, though I paint with both hands) to avoid dragging your hand through the wet ink. It took me a while to get into this habit. So many times I just begin on the left and make a smudgy mess of things. Oy!  These two seemed effortless, however. Watching the tin man come to life in this piece brought a big smile to my face, as he is my favorite character in the book. 




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Resurrection Is Only For The Strong

4/13/2026

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Resurrection Is Only For The Strong
Resurrection Is Only For The Strong
oil on Yupo
11.75 x 19 inches (plus a border for framing)
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being willing to
start over
again and again
is the opposite
of weakness

it's the toughest
thing I can think of

resurrection is only
for the strong

and you, my love,

you are the strongest
person I have
ever met
​ - JOHN ROEDEL
How many of you have started over?

I'd guess maybe most of us, at some point or another. Roedel's words hit me right in the gut - starting over is the opposite of weakness.  The reinvention of myself has been a constant musical soundtrack to the bulk of my existence. Sometimes I chose to start again. Other times it was forced upon me. Either way, choice or no choice, when you start over, you are brave. You are strong.

It isn't different in your creative life. Beginning again, whether your art or writing was a fail or a success, requires strength. We pour our beings into what we creatively birth into this world. We know what we will face when we choose to begin again, that blank canvas or white page in front of us. We accept the process will take us on a journey - that we may very well feel uplifted or broken on the other side. 
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For each of you looking at that new beginning, be it in life or in art, I salute you. You got this. ​You are the strongest person I have ever met.


​About the art: beginning with a gesso'd piece of Yupo, I roughed in the basic figure shape with thinned oil paint and began working from the outside-in with the background. A long drying time. Next I placed the darks, deliniating shapes and sharp edges. Small brushes and many layers to create depth and texture on the face, hand and skin. Flat color on the wings. A base coat for the hair, then the background again to lighten and lift the color story. Finally, a palette knife and paint to create a thick imposto texture on the hair. And more drying time. This piece has been soulful company in the studio for the last few months. 
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How Strangely Still

4/6/2026

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How Strangely Still
How Strangely Still
oil on canvas paper
19 x 12 inches (plus a small border for framing)

​How still,
How strangely still
The water is today.
It is not good
For water
To be so still that way.
- LANGSTON HUGHES

The thing about chaos and unrest and dis-ease is this: when it is calm for a moment, you no longer trust the calm. Even the stillness feels threatening; the quiet malevolent. I think that's where we are in all the madness circumnavigating the geopolitical globe.

I saw a post by a friend this week noting that she felt depressed, saddened - even though the problematic situations in her close perimeter were all resolved. And I feel a bit of this as well. No matter how much I accomplish, how beautiful the day, how peaceful our home life and how rested and nourished I am, there is a sense of dread. 
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It feels unfair. Unfair to the people forced into bomb bunkers. Unfair to the detained and deported. Unfair to the marginalized, to those stripped of identity and rights, to those who are hungry or houseless or ill.  What have I to personally be unsettled about? Is it fair for me to feel this?

 Ah, yes, well my peace-loving, community- seeing self says this: we are all connected. And the more we lean into that connection, the more we allow ourselves to notice the strangely still water and allow ourselves to be wary and disturbed, the faster our response will be when our voices and actions our needed. We should feel ill at ease. Our global community hurts, and so must we.

About the art: a piece of gesso'd canvas paper; and artist with paint and a palette knife - what now? Ready? Set? GO! Draw a high horizon line. Begin laying in rectangles of color. See the light on the water. See the necessary dark, hidden troughs. Move the knife on its flat side with big arm strokes in a sky of mottled paint - moving upward and diagonally for movement. There. Walk away. Stop fiddling with it. It is done.



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Ignore The No Trespassing Signs

3/30/2026

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Ignore The No Trespassing Signs
Ignore The No Trespassing Signs
(a diptych)
oil on paper
each 9 x 9 inches (plus a small border for framing)
This pair is unmounted and unframed.
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Confidence ignores "No Trespassing" signs. It is as if he doesn't see them. He is an explorer, committed to following his own direction. He studied mathematics in France and still views his life as a series of experiments. The only limits he respects are his own. He is honest and humble and very funny. After all these years, his sister still doesn't understand why he still ice skates with Doubt. 
- from The Book of Qualities by J. RUTH GENDLER

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I've been thinking about creating inside and outside of "the box."

The art we collect here at Malarkey Central is mostly well outside of all the boxes (unless it is actually a box, like the enamel boxes of Marianne Velis Goodell or the assemblages of The Enchanted Museum Shop.  And I am drawn to those who push the boundaries of the box - the peculiar, the emotive, the immersive, the quirky, the odd.

But creating outside of the box is something else altogether, because it opens the artist (writer, sculptor, quilter, etc) to all that judgment, which pairs nicely with a helping of ​doubt.


As it is with many of our most fearsome concerns, the only way out is through.  And so from the very beginning of my art life I have created self-portraits every year. This year I challenged myself to create another self portrait without a smile and to use color pairings I do not really enjoy (red and green, in this case).  I often pull off the annual self-portrait and feel pretty good about it , but this year I got lost in the weeds. 

​However, as I have learned from my lovely friend Dotty Seiter, cutting up a piece of art is as much fun as painting over it, and so I doubled my fun on this one and dove right into an abstract in two pieces. Oh YES! Confidence boosted, I will go back to the drawing board and begin a second self-portrait. This time leaving the box wide open.
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About the art: beginning with an oil painting on paper, cut into two equal squares, I grabbed a palette knife and worked with bold stroked and saturated darks. Moving away from an obvious landscape but keeping the general composition of one, I  buillt up lights and whites for resting the eyes, then cut through the composition with diagonal lifework (using the edge of the knife) to break up the "landscape" and add movement. Voila!
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Sometimes We Walk With Others

3/23/2026

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Sometimes We Walk With Others
Sometimes We Walk With Others
oil on paper
14 x 19 inches (plus a small border for framing)
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sometimes
the rescue
is
not
heroic.
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sometimes
it's simply

another human
sitting beside you

refusing 
to let you

fight
your war
alone.   
- instagram.com/REVIVEYOURROAR
This week I have another story for you.

Wonder Mike and I were walking this past weekend and came upon a woman sitting on a nearby street corner. Her head was in her hands and she was sobbing. 

I stopped, crouched down and asked if she was ok. She said no, she wasn't - that she was so sad. I asked if I could sit with her, she nodded, and so I sat on the sidewalk. I asked if she needed anything, and she replied just someone to listen.  I could do that, and so I did for much of the afternoon.

I could share her story here - her impending homelessness, her trauma, her life of struggles, her loss of love and employment and school. Instead, my thoughts keep going to the people who pretended we were not there: a big truck that parked, running, tailpipe in our faces for twenty minutes despite my attempts to wave it off to idle somewhere else; a lady who decided to mow the lawn all around us, grass flying everywhere; a dozen passersby who never acknowledged us at all.

I thought this is what it feels like to be invisible in our society.  This is what this woman feels like every day.
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It is hard for me to sit and listen without leaping in to offer advice, solutions, opinions, consolation. But sometimes people just want to be seen and heard. So I listened, occasionally reflecting back her own resiliance, her big-heartedness, her long period of suffering, her loneliness, her pain. And I waited, solutions and advice in my pocket, ready to rescue. In the end, when she was no longer crying and was calm, she said she had pills in her bag and had been ready to take drastic measures.

Oh.
My heart.
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Instead, she thanked me for listening, asked me for a hug (which I willingly gave) and decided to go meet a friend and try life again. She just needed someone to listen.

Once again, I learned not everyone wants money, not everyone wants a heroic rescue. People want to be seen and heard. I can do that. 

I also re-learned a lesson from long ago: the bystander has power. The power to do harm by walking by and the power to help by engaging. This is true in a small neighborhood, in a city, in a country and in the wide world.

I leave you with this quote from a big-hearted human being who happens to be a dear, wise friend: 
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It's part of our work as artists and writers to walk with others who make us uncomfortable, who we want to help who we can't help, who we can't help. -  THEA FIORE-BLOOM

About the art: often, when I get a concept sketch just right, I enlarge it  and create a stencil.  This helps me remove the anxiety about reproducing the sketch without losing the parts of it I really like. I did that for this piece, creating a mask of the composition  and painting a loose background layer around the mask (outside-in). Next I began building the layers of the face (inside-out).  After the face took shape, I moved to the hair, hand, clothing and finally the sweet companion bird on her shoulder.  By this point the initial background layer was thoroughly dry, so I darkened and cooled the color with a heavy layer of paint. Finally, I grabbed my favorite small rubber wedge and carved in texture to the wet paint, adding movement and highlights. 
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