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Lilith, Reclining

"Lilith, Reclining" - acrylic and charcoal on paper, 18" x 24".  Available here and at Artfinder.

Well it is seascapes month here in the studio. But life drawing continues and this piece was on the easel just waiting to be finished.   The pose was captivating, and the model strong and warrior-like, even in repose.  No soft flower, this woman.  The set of her jaw, her strong features, her unflinching gaze when she met my eyes - a woman freed from conventionality.

She was the ideal muse this week as I began reading  The Holy Wild, a poetic manual of sorts, intended to connect women with their wild feminine souls.  Oh yes.

Meanwhile, the seascape class this week included a survey of some known seascape artists, including the jaw-dropping, gut-grabbing work of Turkish artist Sahin Karakoc, whose landscapes and portraits had me drooling to rival my own slobbery Great Dane.

Karaoke's unapologetic use of color, line and texture inspired the technique used in Lilith, Reclining.
Which means the seascapes have overflowed onto the life drawings, and further confirms my belief that life is like a Family Circus cartoon, where one glance in another direction leads us on a meandering, adventure-filled trail leading exactly where we need to be.
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"Mad for Ireland" - mixed media on gallery wrapped canvas, 24" x 24" x 1.75"". Ready to hang.  Available here and at Artfinder.

"Accidentally Happy" - mixed media on aquabord 11" x 14" .  Unframed.  Available here and at Artfinder.

It is snowpocalypse weekend here in PDX, where a little dusting of snow and ice has the city on holiday.  That's cool with Pongo, who would rather his humans stayed home all the time anyway. 

So it is quite surreal to be painting gorgeous seascapes from trips to Ireland while sitting landlocked in the city in a rare freeze.  But my imagination is clearly loving the strange irony, because I cannot stop painting these seascapes.  Blast you, Pauline Agnew!  I am hooked.

Mad for Ireland

Accidentally Happy

Pauline encourages her students to be brave with the paint (and with tools like squeegees).  Not only because it is a good way to feel empowered as a painter, but also because it is the best way to set the stage for happy accidents.

Which this little piece on the left was.  Entirely.  An accident.

You know I adore Ampersand Aquabord....the surface, its watercolor and water media friendliness.  But this week I fell head over heals for it again.  Because THIS, dear reader, is the simple result of my discontent.  A seascape with many layers of watercolor and charcoal and a bit of gesso-mixed acrylic once resided on this board.  But while it was still wet, I became thoroughly frustrated (it was an awful painting) and took it to the wash sink and hosed it down.  And there  this was.  An ethereal landscape, misty and soft.  Hiding under the paint.  Happy accident indeed!  Does that make me accidentally happy?
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Petunia

Peter

 "Petunia"  and "Peter"- mixed media on board, each  11" x 11".  Can be framed or leaned against a wall upon a shelf.  Available here and at Artfinder.

Fiona and I scored some amazing boards at a reclaimed materials shop last month.  These little gems are porous even after a coat of gesso, so I  experimented with a ton of layers leading to this patchwork effect.

Unlike all the other creatures in the studio, rabbits are fairly silent by nature, so these two have been playing quietly while the monkeys swing from the lights and make paint footprints on the walls in a cacophony of shrieks and hoots.  Remind me to only paint quiet critters in the future. :)
This month I am LEAPING into an online course with Irish painter Pauline Agnew.  This course runs through the month of February, and is already making me stretch after just two days!  Don't let the lilting Irish accent lull you into thinking Pauline is an easy instructor....oh no!  But she does provide excellent tutorials and understands that most of don't want to buy an entire art store of materials to take a class.
First up we learned to capture the energy and emotion of the sea with loose charcoal (and chalk, in my case) sketches on large sheets of paper.  Next up was mastering an app (NOTAN) which allows you to slide the grey scale around on your photos and sketches to create a blueprint for value in your work.  Then small watercolor scenes, trying not to lose the looseness. 

Already my brain is humming and the monkeys are running amok with ideas. No time to type!  Back to the paint I go!
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"Cloud Mother" - acrylic and charcoal on paper, 18" x 24".  Unframed.  Available here and at Artfinder.

Life drawing gesture pieces are grabbing me.  This one grew from a one minute sketch into a week-long love fest in the paint.  

I subscribe to a lot of blogs.  Every once in a while, a real gem lands in my in-box.  Last week, a post titled "What You and M. Night Shyamalan Have in Common"  on the Fine Art Views website grabbed my eyeballs.  M. Night Shyamalan?  I am a huge fan of this offbeat director, so had to give it a read.

The gist of the article was Shyamalan's belief that your creative journey cannot be about what others are saying about you or your work.  And that, as artists, we all fall into the pit of worrying/caring/mulling over that very thing - what HE said.  What SHE said.  And that gets in the way of our creative process.

I am reminded of a phrase often tossed about in our family: ​what other people think about you is none of your business.

Cloud Mother

Easier said than done, I know

But there is a creative freedom in not giving a rat's bottom what others say.  You are free to follow your muse, wherever she goes.  And sometimes, that trail leads to something spectacular, and the road less traveled was the ONLY way to get there.

The author of the blog post leaves us with three important points to remember:

Different can be good.
The work of your heart is the work only you can bring into the world.
Respect your process.
Now go out there and let your wild heart play any way it wants to.  Because M. Night Shyamalan says so. :)
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"Currents of Life" - acrylic on paper,  14" x 16''.  Unframed.  Available here and at Artfinder.


​​In our efforts to make it from day to day, every one of us will catch a wave and fail to catch a wave, and everyone will have a wave crash over them.  And each of us will have to find our way back to shore, where we will try to make sense of both the lift and the crash, and how to go on from there.  - MARK NEPO

Returning to the wisdom of Mark Nepo this week, where he asks us to compare ourselves to paddling surfers, trying to catch a wave.  I am NOT a surfer, but like to think I can mentally do anything, even that.  So cowabunga, let's paddle out there, dear reader!

2018 was a huge wave crash for me.  And I think I lay dizzy on the shore for a long, long time.

Currents of Life

It is both comforting and funny how many people I bumped into in that sandy heap on the shore.  So many stunned surfers in the world. Trying to make sense of things.  A mini crash tribe was formed, and I think each of us became a little less confused when we processed our experiences together.

This wearing away, eroding, shaking up and sifting out - it is a theme oft repeated in my life, and one I hear in the stories shared by others.  We're becoming polished, smooth and silky, like tumbled stones (I had a rock tumbler years ago, and I can tell you, not only do they make a racket, but it takes a LOT of tumbling to make things smooth).  

Maybe this is what it takes to make us both "more resilient and tender" (Nepo again) simultaneously.  

​This piece developed from a gesture during a recent life drawing session.  To me, she depicts perfectly a woman recovering on the shore after a few rows with the currents of life. 
Huge thanks to all the participants in Sunday's storytelling challenge!  Your comments, emails, texts and phone calls were so very welcome.  And your stories are magnificent.  My amazing intern, Fiona, selected a winner from all the entries (thank goodness I didn't have to pick!)  Congratulations, Dana, your story was the winner!  Pongo is preparing your art print for shipping now.
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"Monkey Mind" - acrylic and charcoal on paper, 18" x 24".  Ready to frame.  Available here and at Artfinder.

Figure drawing has been invaded by apes.  This is what happens when my brain gets fired up in the middle of the night and starts to play..  Monkey mind.  

I know you've got a mind full of mischief-makers, too.  It is clearly an epidemic of mental monkeys. The only cure for it (that I know of) is to get hands busy making and doing. A perfect excuse to dive into that creative project you've been putting off.  You actually need to do that right now to quiet the monkeys.

​Or you can go fold the laundry.  Your choice. :)

Monkey Mind

Last week, my super intern worked on telling her story,  which is a key part of marketing as an artist.  It's a simple formula that takes all the messy complication out of figuring out your tale.  A  Mad Lib of sorts, from the ever inspiring Austin Kleon in his book, Show Your Work.  It goes  like this:

Once upon a time, there was (fill in the blank)
Every day (fill in the blank)
One day  (fill in the blank)
Because of that (fill it in)

Because of that (you know what to do here)
Until finally (finish it with gusto!)


My story, for example, might be this:

"Once upon a time, there was a girl who was banned from art forever by her very own mom. Every day she went to work as a banker, one of the least creative jobs on earth. One day, a friend dragged her to an art class.  Because of that, she discovered an incredible new world where no one could be banned and playtime and work time were all mixed into one sandbox.  And because of that, she tackled art instructors to the ground, insisted on extreme lessons and practiced and doggedly pursued her craft until finally she became a real, live artist and lived happily ever after in a wild state of play."

It is a super simplified way to figure out the answer to the question "what's your story?" and can be used for pretty much any field you happen to pursue.  Give it a try!  My intern, Fiona, insists I reward one lucky Mad Libber for their efforts.  So post your story in the comments below, and one inventive storyteller will be selected by Fiona to win a whimsical art print to be packaged by Pongo and delivered by pigeon (or postman) to their door.  Ready?  GO!
For some groovy reprinted whatnots which require no story writing whatsoever, check out my newly revamped store at Redbubble.
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"Wider Than the Sky" - acrylic and ink on paper, 11" x 16".  Ready to frame.  Available here and at Artfinder.


"The brain is wider than the sky"

EMILY DICKINSON


How much can one mind contain?  It has been a glorious week of richly saturated experiences and really. really nice people.  Where am I going to store all this in my head?  Nooks and crannies filled with tidbits and nuggets.  And a delightful story in the most unexpected of places.

I was recently introduced to the rugs of Morocco.  And holy cow, that is a load of scrumptious eye candy.  A couple small rugs snuck into our house...exquisite, vintage pieces which required special pads to be cut for them (hand woven rugs are generally asymmetrical and wonky, which I love.)

Wider Than The Sky

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tiny tribal treasure front hall

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jewel-tone beauty master bath

So I dutifully made the trek to southeast Portland to RayBurts, which the folks at Kat + Maouche assured me was THE PLACE to go for anything to do with the care of rugs.  Whoa.   A warehouse dedicated to tending our trodden treasures.  What I wasn't prepared for were the three generations of rug wizards in the building, two of which gave me a tour of the facility and even the secret back rooms filled with rare thread and wool collected since the 1960's.  I watched firsthand as a  textile  goddess hand-repaired a Persian (?) beauty.  Rug wizard Matt demonstrated custom rug alterations and design, all of which take place on a massive floating wood floor which has been marked in grids for easy measuring.  The floor holds the blade markings of a million rugs, I think.  It is deeply scored and beautiful...like an ancient crone.
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rug wizard Matt at work on the massive floating wood floor

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wool thread from around the world


​I watched environmentally friendly rug cleaning and drying, and was ASTONISHED by the complete lack of any chemical odor in the building. NO WAY!  And I put my hands into tubs of rug cuttings from all around the world, painstakingly sorted and labeled as spare parts just in case a client needed a patch to match their own woven heirloom.  It made me feel a little better about my own paper hoarding.  You never know when you will need that tiny scrap.

What a joy to meet a family of textile whisperers!  A local business, filled with pride and craftsmanship, generations old, and so friendly and generous with their time and knowledge.  Which do I appreciate more - vintage Moroccan rugs or the people who tend them?  Good thing I don't have to choose.  :)
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One day you finally knew
what you had to do, and began, 
though the voices around you
kept shouting
their bad advice --
though the whole house
began to tremble 
and you felt the old tug
at your ankles.
"Mend my life!"
each voice cried.
But you didn't stop.
You knew what you had to do,
though the wind pried
with its stiff fingers
at the very foundations,
though their melancholy
was terrible.
It was already late
enough, and a wild night,
and the road full of fallen
branches and stones.
But little by little,
as you left their voice behind,
the stars began to burn
through the sheets of clouds,
and there was a new voice
which you slowly
recognized as your own,
that kept you company
as you strode deeper and deeper
into the world,
determined to do
the only thing you could do --
determined to save
the only life that you could save.
   Mary Oliver
The Journey

The Very Foundations



​"The Very Foundations" - acrylic and charcoal on toned paper, 18" x 24".  Ready to frame.  Available here and at Artfinder.


There comes a point along the path where you just have to go it alone.

And by "alone" I do not mean by yourself, without support, without friends, without the comfort of being with someone.  By "alone" I mean without the many experiences that may have wounded you and continue to haunt you.  The experiences which give you pause, make you hesitate, send you running for that thing you do to make yourself feel better, whatever that is. 

What would you do if you could leave all that baggage behind?  Oh sure, keep your wisdom and strength and compassion and all the positive things which that stone of sadness seeded inside you.  But if you could leave the weight of it - that coil of fear and insecurity and mistrust - what would you do?

We lost Mary Oliver this week.  A woman whose words touched as hands cannot.  I think of her now soaring in the ever-after, a stream of unfettered words and wisdom swirling in galactic vapors, freed from gravity.  I am grateful for these weighty gifts she left behind.
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Islands of Stillness

​"Islands of Stillness"  and "All These Intrusions" - acrylic and charcoal on toned paper, each 18" x 24".  Ready to frame.  Available here and at Artfinder.

Life drawing month continues here in PDX.  Last week's model was Stephen.  And oh how I struggled!  Each gesture and sketch seemed stilted and awkward and emotionless.  I couldn't get myself in the pocket of the easy drawing that  I felt in prior sessions.  But I persevered, pose after pose, until I had a stack of what I thought was pure crap. 

The next morning, I placed all the pieces on the studio floor and studied them.  To my delight, there was an ethereal-abstract-otherworldly feel in those drawings.  Which inspired me to bring a couple pieces to completion in an entirely different style than I originally expected.  And it may inform a new direction for me.  It is still percolating, but I am curious to explore more.
What happened overnight to turn crapola into something new and exciting?  No magic fairies worked under cover of darkness to make improvements to my efforts.  But my inner lens had been completely transformed - maybe by fairies, maybe by a good night's sleep.  The day of the class had been filled with interruptions, annoyances, irritations and frustrations.  My head was not in a good place. 

​"All these intrusions, majestically unfair and not of our timing.  So we spin and drop and catch and land.  And sometimes, we fall into these little islands of stillness...from which we are renewed..." MARK NEPO

A little "island of stillness" in the studio a day later and my headspace was renewed.  Along with  faith in my own two hands, which knew just what to do (apparently) even without a cooperative mind.  Now that does sound like the work of fairies...

All These Intrusions

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Today I am delighted to introduce emerging artist and my new intern - Fiona Denihan.

After just one day of putting her fresh eyes on my cyber presence, she developed goo-gobs of suggestions and new initiatives to help me achieve world domination (muwahaha).  In return, she will receive brand  and web development coaching to launch her own art into the wide world.  Look for some mad malarkey in the near future as Fiona teaches this old dog a few delightful new tricks. :)

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Teddy, Meet Bear

"Teddy, Meet Bear" - mixed media on gallery wrapped canvas, 30 x 40.  Ready to hang.  Available here and at Artfinder.

A bit of whimsy in the midst of life drawing month. This is what happens when I clean out my sketch books...little vignettes I scribbled long ago catch my interest and send me scrambling into the studio to paint.  The sketch for this piece was tiny - in the margins of other sketches.  And then this bear-sized piece happened. :)
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While the studio stockpile is being tidied and the bear is galloomping around the studio, let's chat for a second about online art sales and best practices.  Artists, feel free to listen in!  Collectors, thank you for letting me bend your ear for a moment.

Online galleries are wonderful places to be introduced to new collectors and to be tantalized by art from around the world.  But they also charge artists a percentage of each painting sold - less than a brick and mortar gallery, for sure, but still a sizable chunk.  Then Square or PayPal grab a slice of the pie.  It gets whittled away pretty fast.


When collectors purchase directly from the artist (like on my website here, or in person), there is no commission paid to anyone - just Square or PayPal fees.   The artist gets to keep most everything!  So, for me personally, this means two things:

1.  I love it when people buy from my website!  It is a huge help.  
2.  There is more flexibility in prices on my website.  This lets me work with your budget and help you get what you want for less cha-ching.

So, to encourage you to take a few minutes exploring my gallery, here is a coupon for 25% off anything on my site.  It is sort of like I am paying YOU the commission instead of a middle-person.  Let's be rebels together!  Enter REBEL25 at checkout - good until 1/21/19.

Thanks for listening.   Now go out there and cause a little trouble. :)

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