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A Formula For The Future

11/25/2024

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"A Formula For The Future" - oil on canvas, 30 x 10 x .75 inches.
​This is unframed but ready to hang.  (click on the image to purchase)​



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We pop into life the way
particles pop in and out
of the continuum.
We are a seething mass
of probability.
And probably I love you.
The evil of larvae
and the evil of stars
are a formula for the future.
Some bodies can
thrust their arms into
a flame and be instantly
cured of this world,
while others sicken.
Why think, little brother
like the moon, spit out like
a broken tooth.
“Oh,” groans the world.
The outer planets,
the fizzing sun, here we come
with our luggage.
Look at the clever things
we have made out of
a few building blocks --
O fabulous continuum.


​​- STRINGS by RUTH STONE
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​We are a seething mass of probability.  And probably I love you.

Stone's words just grab me by the shoulders and beg me to STOP! LOOK! FEEL!  The very thing which I find so challenging to do when the world around is groaning.  But I am doing it, moment by moment.

 "Feeling is to be avoided!" my inner defenses shout.  Feeling will heal you and help others is the whisper from the wiser parts of me.  And so I am sitting in a heavy-bottomed way, a Weeble (remember those?), wobbling in the feelings but I won't fall down.

About the art:  this canvas has been murdered many times.  Layers and layers of overly precious brush strokes, dabs and do-das.  Each time I dragged the squeegee across it and said NO NO NO, that just won't do.  And finally, letting the feelings direct the painting, I allowed the darkness to hover, the drama and big strokes to take over, and the tiny bit of light to emerge.

And (drum roll please) - the winners of the November Reader Giveaway!  Congratulations to Nance F. and Emma F. - Wonder Mike chose your names at random from the pool of this month's commenters.  Send your mailing address to thewanderingsoflola!gmail.com  and your original artworks will be in the mail to you!  Big thanks to everyone who participated.  A new contest begins next month!
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Dotty Seiter
11/25/2024 11:19:05 am

The dark and light.

The feelings!

The drama and big strokes.

Oh, oh, oh, and also … again … the affinity with your self-portrait, Lola!!!

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lola
11/25/2024 03:37:15 pm

Dotty!!! You just have a way of seeing the things I often miss - like how my self-portrait is playing with the recent work. How delightful! Thank you! xo

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Sara Van Horn
11/25/2024 11:27:23 am

Oh my, this is gorgeous! Sometimes the only way to survive the fire is to endure the flame and walk through it. There is strength that comes from surviving the harsh realities. I am sure over time it becomes easier when you have grown little by little through it all. Like strengthening a muscle. I too often try to avoid the challenges, but I know I am doing a disservice to myself. I can't fully heal and grow if I'm not willing to put in the work. There is a time for rest and a time for work. I can't always hide away. The blessing of having others to take your hand and walk through the flame with us in immense though. We don't have to always struggle on our own. It helps so much to read the thoughts of other fighters and survivors. I feel much more hopeful and less alone knowing that other people are kind, thoughtful and caring individuals. It helps give me strength in my journey!

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lola
11/25/2024 03:40:10 pm

Sara!!! You are so so so right - other fighters and survivors validate our stories and let us know we aren't alone, are NOT broken, are simply struggling and fighting as best we can.

And you're so spot on about walking through it - and then there is the amazement of looking back and saying "I did that!" and knowing that we CAN. oh my. xoxoxo

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Nance F
11/29/2024 04:41:40 pm

I'm SOOOOO excited to have an original surprise being mailed to me! THANK YOU LOLA ! Christmas has arrived early!

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lola
11/29/2024 05:32:02 pm

Nance! YAHOOOOOO! I am so excited for you! Thanks hugely for participating in the November Reader Giveaway! xoxoxo

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