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How We're Shaped

9/9/2024

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How We're Shaped



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​"How We're Shaped" - oil on Yupo, 11.5 x 18.5 inches.  This item is unmounted and unframed. (click on the image to purchase)


A lot of us humans are like dogs: we really don’t know what size we are, how we’re shaped, what we look like. The most extreme example of this ignorance must be the people who design the seats on airplanes. At the other extreme, the people who have the most accurate, vivid sense of their own appearance may be dancers. What dancers look like is, after all, what they do. - URSULA K. LE GUIN

Our chihuahua, Wonder Mike,  thinks he is the largest dog on the block.

​He will not hesitate to give chase to a raccoon twice his size.  I believe he would challenge a bear.  And he dislikes being carried or coddled - because clearly he is TOO BIG for that.

​When I read this quote, I wondered whether or not I have a firm sense of my size and shape and appearance without a mirror to confirm it.  Mostly I do, but I have to admit I am sometimes surprised to find out I am less youthful and robust-looking than what I think I am.  Couldn't I just run and do a cartwheel in the grass?  Or stand on my head?  Why is my butt droopy - that's not what I think is happening back there!  And I am always, always guilty of selecting clothes that are too large for me, because I see myself as  taking up more space in the world than I actually do.  Wonder Mike and I are alike that way - aren't I one of the big dogs?
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About the art:  this piece is inspired by an image the AI bot created, which was a surprise interpretation of the prompt I had supplied.  But I often find those random, wonky images are just exactly what I needed (but didn't know I was looking for).  When I saw this one, I connected with her right away - somewhat masked (the eyes) and stern looking, but with torn tights and mismatched gloves and a tutu that was clearly falling apart.  Ha ha!  As usual, the Yupo allowed a pretty rapid building of the layers of color, and the ability to create texture within the paint.  Keeping a nice mixture of hard and soft lines was key with this one, along with varying the reds just enough that her chair stood out but did not distract from the figure.  A bit of paint thinner  was added  to the edges of her skirt to allow some runs and smudges.  Kind of a modern version of  The Thinker. 

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12 Comments
Carl Stoveland
9/8/2024 09:19:11 pm

I convinced myself years ago that I look like Homer Simpson. D’oh! Hence I avoided at all cost seeing pictures of myself or spending much time in front of mirrors. It’s actually a gift to be detached from what you look like or think you look like. It has spilled over into my work. I’m not vain about it. I don’t need anyone else to like my work to feel good about it. It’s freed me to only make the art I want to make. It’s a weird connection but I’m sure it’s there.

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Thea
9/9/2024 11:13:28 am

This is so cool.

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lola
9/9/2024 04:21:38 pm

Thea!!! Woot! High praise from the Queen of Cool. :). Thank you!

lola
9/9/2024 04:21:15 pm

Carl! I am laughing over here - Homer Simpson? ha ha! Thank you for sharing your own self-distortion, and the silver lining behind it! I think you're right - a little detachment makes for bold creating. Your work is prolific, stunning and boundary-pushing. You "see" the world in the best ways!

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Dotty Seiter link
9/9/2024 01:40:11 pm

Lola, I LOVE all the reds and their distinguishability, likewise the distinguishability of the white tights and the beribboning!

And, YES, couldn't I just run and do a cartwheel in the grass (I have that EXACT thought with a fair amount of regularity [and I've got years on you])? Or take the same pose as the woman on the cover of Yoga magazine?

I'll tell you one thing, cartwheels or no cartwheels, Lola, you REALLY know how to shape a painting. Huzzah!

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lola
9/9/2024 04:23:05 pm

Dotty!!! Thanks for seeing all the distinguishability in this one! And omg yes yes YES! Cartwheels! Why don't we? Yoga magazine cover for you! Yes to that, too!

Thank you, dear friend. This one shaped herself, pretty much. She's got something to say!

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Charlynn P Throckmorton link
9/9/2024 05:08:54 pm

Speaks to me today. But then, your paintings pretty much always speak to me.

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lola
9/9/2024 05:11:13 pm

Charlynn!!! I'm delighted she is speaking to you. And that the work reaches inside you in general! As you know (amazing artist that YOU are) there is really no greater validation! xo

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Sara Van Horn
9/22/2024 08:53:46 pm

I've never really thought about it before, but honestly I think I feel like more like just an entity and not anything specific. Maybe because I don't see myself unless I look in a mirror on rare occasions. I'm just this stream of consciousness talking inside my head all the time. It's kind of like I just pilot this form while I am here. The way I decorate my home or write feels more like the embodiment of me than I do. Hmm. I've never really though about this before. Maybe I should do more to connect to myself in the physical realm. Maybe I need a little more grounding. Interesting thoughts to ponder over this evening!

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lola
9/23/2024 03:45:53 pm

Sara....whoa whoa WHOA! I am mesmerized by your description of self and piloting your form. From your posts I can see that your home is exquisite and so deeply intriguing and welcoming. As are YOU! Now, what would you do with your own human canvas, I wonder??? xoxoxoxox

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Sara Van Horn
9/24/2024 06:06:29 pm

Thank you! That means so much to me! I may have to start working on that canvas! I am so used to worrying about being comfortable in my surroundings rather than in myself. I sort of gave up on that part maybe because of the depression. I may do some journaling to figure this out because it isnt something I've pondered before. I need to invest in both myself and home so I can be in better harmony I think!

lola
9/25/2024 03:19:11 pm

Sara, you are a precious destination independent of your home. I get it, though. We have some similar challenges with panic and anxiety (also depression) and so I have huge empathy for what you're saying. Your openness to considering yourself as a "canvas" to inhabit is brave and wonderful!!! xoxoxoxo

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