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Made For Gentler Things
oil on cradled wood panel
12 x 12 x .75 inches
This item is unframed but ready to hang.
i had become so accustomed
to carrying the sword
that I for got my hands were made
for gentler things

for wildflowers
for poetry
for reaching
instead of defending

and maybe
that is what safety is

remembering
who you were
before the battle
- SOPHIA BRAY
Do any of you feel like you have been carrying the sword ?

Whether we are fighting the monsters on the outside, in the world, or tackling those we carry within, it can become such a habit to be hypervigilant that we forget how to put the damn sword down. Our hands form into permanent grips; they have to be coaxed into relaxing so we can trail them through the water, hold them out of the car window to surf the wind.

Who were we before the battle? Light of heart, curiosity-filled, poetic and reaching. Perhaps singing in the shower, dancing in the moonlight, scribbling silliness and thoughts in notebooks.

​Our hands were made for gentler things.
About the art:  I've begun experimenting with a new gesso. Michael Harding Non Absorbent Acrylic Primer in Raw SIenna Dark.  After reading about the difference this primer would make in the depth of color of the paint layers, I had to see if it was true. And, it IS! Check out the background on this piece. I would generally use many layers of oil paint to get such deep darks. But this primer makes the very first coat SING! 

As per my usual method, I roughed in the sketch, painted a layer of background paint to refine the sketch and let it dry. Layers on the face and neck; more drying time. A detail brush for the features, a first coat on the wing, the hair and the clothing. More drying. Additional layers on the wing and clothing, a small wash over the background. Finally, a thick imposto layer for the hair using a palette knife. A couple weeks to dry and then the varnish. Voila!
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8 Comments
Dorothy (Dotty) Seiter - 1 month ago
I am stopped in my tracks by SO MANY elements of "Made For" but the one that has me most mesmerized at the moment is the way the deep deep dark at the center of the painting reads first at shadowed throat but then morphs into what I'm going to call a black hole—an absence, a placeholder for that in us which is not solid, a reminder of how ephemeral we are, of how the "battle" is a false construct. I've got plenty to ponder now! Thank you!
lola - 1 month ago
Dotty....oh my goodness I am enthralled by your take on the dark shadows of the neck, how deeply symbolic they can be and I didn't even THINK about that until you wrote it right here! WHOA! Now I have plenty to contemplate with this piece! Thank you so so SO very much! xoxoxoxoxoxo
Thea - 1 month ago
Wow, that poem hits home. Thanks for sharing that with us. Always amazed at how you find these treasures, and never the same one twice. You must read so much, I admire that. To you keep a clip file of quotes on your computer? Or in a little notebook by the bed?
lola - 1 month ago
Thea!!! I thought of you, actually, when I first read this poem. Well, you AND me. Our years of carrying the sword. OY!

I do read A LOT. And I keep a stack of books with dog-eared pages, post-its and slips of paper, and a file of screen shots on my phone. I take pics of anything that hits me and store it right away, lest it never come across my path again.

xoxoxo
Avery Caswell - 1 month ago
All that waiting! I cannot imagine summoning the patience it takes to create your art. Write about that, wondroUS one!
lola - 1 month ago
Leslie!!!! OMG! I see what you did there and I LOVE IT!

Request accepted. Look for a post on patience in the coming weeks!

xoxoxo
carol lee edan - 1 month ago
As one that is till carrying "the sword" I wish for wildflowers,poetry, art! Difficult when one feels on "the brink" not only from the outside but internally. I want the battle to be over!
LOVE her devine eyes and serene expression, her red tears!
lola - 1 month ago
Carol!!! You have no choice but to be a sword-carrier in these times! Sending you all the thoughts of willdflowers, poetry and art. And big hugs, and wishes for an end to all the conflict.

Thank you for your lovely comments on this piece. It really means a lot to me! xoxoxox

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