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Reinventing Self

7/18/2019

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"Self-Portrait, 2019" - acrylic on mat board.  NFS

There are circumstances in life which force us to reinvent ourselves - to live within limitations, to reach outside of our comfort zones or to drop everything we know in a trust-fall of epic proportions.  But we also have the choice to re-imagine our existence at any moment. 

Artists create new worlds each time they begin a piece of work.  It is a heady responsibility.   This is magnified when it's a self-portrait.

Artist Caroline C. Brown got me started on the annual selfie way back in the beginning of (my) art.  There is nothing more horrifying, and yet more liberating, than painting yourself.  It is an exercise in objectivity and distance which, somehow, in the end, brings us closer to and more accepting of ourselves.  How is that possible?
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Self-Portrait, 2019
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For this piece, I began with a photo run through the Notanizer app.   ​ Removing color, isolating values and big shapes already puts me at an objective distance from my own creased forehead and silvery strands.

An old piece of uncut mat board was the perfect substrate.  It grabbed the paint and handled water without too much buckling.  Using a paint pen, I roughed in the shapes, then began painting with black gesso.  While the gesso was wet, I came in with white gesso to make some gray tones to set up the values for the piece.  Pulling further away from realism, I chose a pop color palette and a stencil to add a little texture.

About halfway through the piece, I put away the Notan and worked with what was on the mat board.  The expression changed a bit, as did a few of the shapes, but the end result is still me, reinvented
As I stand in front of my mirror this morning, make-up in hand, you know I am tempted to recreate this look on my actual face, right?
4 Comments
Carl Stoveland
7/18/2019 12:48:22 pm

Very Cool jen! great painting and thanks for sharing the inner and outer process.

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jen
7/18/2019 03:19:54 pm

Thanks, Carl! It was fun!

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Carol Edan link
7/19/2019 04:34:52 am

Beautiful and you caught the likeness. Love that notan app but how to get over , selfies, looking in the mirror, or any other self-portrait technique! Just saw that there is a site where you can upload a photo of yourself and get a "master portrait".
https://aiportraits.com/index.html I didn't succeed because of the traffic on the site!

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jen
7/19/2019 09:50:15 am

Thanks, Carol! Getting over selfies....requires just doing it, every year, like an exercise. I didn't believe it until I made it a practice - then it wasn't so daunting anymore. :)

Oh! I will check out that site! Thank you for the link.

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