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Remember Everything

11/18/2024

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Remember Everything



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"Remember Everything" - oil on linen-wrapped canvas, 26 x 32 x 1.5 inches.  This is unframed but ready to hang. (click on the image to purchase)


​“I don’t want to lose a single thread
from the intricate brocade of this happiness.  
I want to remember everything.”― Mary Oliver, FELICITY



There are many of us who are leaning toward becoming unraveled right now.  The temptation to lose the thread of our happiness is palpable.  

It's easy to understand.  I confess there are days I watch the metaphorical spool of thread rolling down the sidewalk, twisting and tangling in flotsam and jetsam until I feel discouraged - it is so much work to untangle and rewind the threads of our connections and beliefs.
​And yet...underneath this roiling maelstrom of dystopian events is a growing undercurrent of connectedness, compassion, feisty rebellion and hutzpah.  The intricate brocade of this happiness​ will not be so easily unraveled!  There is Kelly with her blue bracelets of safety, Helaine with her megaphone of DANGER WILL ROBINSON and Thea with her bottomless well of encouragement.  There's Liz with her community of rebellious artists, Erica the queen of crow memes, Sara of the tender heart and also my own husband's optimism and intellectual parsing that keeps my inner Calamity Jane at bay.  Dotty who asks "what if" and keeps her own blog readers curious and asking questions, Carl whose Herculean work ethic reminds us there are things to be done - no time for wallowing!  All of these and so many more who are glimmering, sparkling and glowing in the world, lighting up the exits and pointing the way forward.

I have the feeling my ball of twine is no longer at risk of unraveling completely.  Thank you, dear readers!
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About the art:  beginning with a well-gesso'd linen wrapped canvas and a long brush laden with thinned paint, I made a rough sketch of the figure, leaving the wing feathers mostly undefined.  To achieve a super dark background, I worked first from the outside-in, laying down a wash of darks and cutting in to the edges of the figure.  Then working from the inside outward and allowing the edges to blend in places with the wet darks.  A dance of back and forth between the inside to the outside and then the reverse to keep the darks building in intensity and some of the edges wispy.  The requisite 80 million layers on the wings and dress.  A month of drying time before coming in with a thin, wet brush to create the ball of "twine" and have it stand out from the rest of the piece.

The inspiration for this one came from the psilocybin journey I took over the summer, where I could "see" a feathery presence  gently protecting my heart and spirit.   Perhaps we all have wings...

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12 Comments
Thea link
11/18/2024 12:01:01 pm

You are such a gifted writer Lola, I just sigh sometimes listening to the way you select words from your giant word basket to dance alongside one another.
Thanks for the reminder of all the people around us, lighting the way to the emergency exits. So honored you consider me among that inspired company.
Hang in there everyone. Much joy awaits. Don't drink the KoolAid of fear, stay gently aware. xo

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lola
11/18/2024 03:36:46 pm

Thea!!! I love the visual of a GIANT WORD BASKET! OMG! Ha ha! Just sparkling thinking about that basket suspended from the ceiling in my studio, dumping words on my head as I write. :)

Thank you for being a sparkling light in this community and in my personal life!!!! xoxoxo

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Carl Stoveland
11/18/2024 02:21:37 pm

I’m honored to be part of your community that is finding its way forward! Thanks for your blog it’s a beacon of art and kindness.

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lola
11/18/2024 03:37:21 pm

Carl!!! You are an integral part of this space. Thank YOU for being a force to be reckoned with in the art world!

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Dorothy Seiter link
11/18/2024 02:31:59 pm

LOLA, those requisite 80 million layers on the wings and dress—YES!!! Such exquisite unraveled edges, such exquisite raveled feathers. There is not a single thread that doesn't command attention and delight.

And the light! You have painted light in so many places. I love seeing it strike a feather, a breastbone, a knee. And I love the way you light the exits out of the roiling maelstrom of dystopian events with your words of connection, words that glimmer, sparkle, and glow.

Thank you.

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lola
11/18/2024 03:37:58 pm

Dotty!!! Thanks, lovely friend. Your responses to the art always leave me glowing. You are a treasure! xo

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Emma Freegard
11/18/2024 04:32:05 pm

This is stunning. I love the contrast between dark and light. I could look at it all day. 💫

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lola
11/18/2024 04:34:47 pm

Emma!!!! Thank you so very much! And welcome to this little blog community! xo

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Charlynn Throckmorton link
11/19/2024 05:50:34 pm

I loved listening to the narrative, Lola. As an old hippie, I used to participate in psilosybin adventures regularly and I love the "feathery presence" you felt/saw. (We called it "silly psybin" back then because everything, every day, was fun.)

I guess we are all pointing the way forward these days and it's nice holding hands with y'all as we make our way.

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lola
11/19/2024 05:53:25 pm

Charlynn!!! Thank you for letting me know you opted to listen to the post. It's something new I recently added, and it is so nice to hear it is worth doing!

And here's to old hippies and silly psybin! ha ha! My journey wasn't so silly, but I did choose a "heroic dose" for the therapeutic benefit. Next time, a silly dose for sure.

Hooray for holding hands as we make our way through the muck! xoxoxo

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Sara Van Horn
11/25/2024 10:58:58 am

And then there is Lola the explorer, who seeks to find the adventure, beauty and understanding in the world, the heart and the mind. Thank you for all your beautifully deep explorations you undertake. I appreciate all the thought and care you put into this beautiful inner world you trust to share with us. It's wonderful to find some solace in your words as well as your stunning artwork. You've helped inspire and motivate me so much! And there is so much joy, hope and healing I have gotten through the beautiful artwork I've collected from you. It's a priceless exchange and I am eternally grateful for you and your incredible energy and sparkly spirit!

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lola
11/25/2024 03:36:23 pm

Sara!!! Oh, gosh friend, I am so grateful for "meeting" you and connecting over art and the inner landscape. It means so very much that my art and words have a positive impact in your world - this is why I paint and write! Those delightful, heartfelt moments of connection are everything. Thank you for your wonderful, wonderful words. xoxoxo

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