"Weary of Captivity" - oil on cradled wood panel, 18 x 24 x 1.5 inches. This item is unframed but ready to hang. (click on the image to purchase) LISTEN to the blog by clicking the DOWNLOAD link below
I don't have the answers. Just a growing sense of unease and concern. And a willingness to be there for anyone who needs/wants to commiserate. For the past year, as I process my own experiences I've been increasingly drawn to create ballgown-bots. Largely faceless, masked cyborgian females with fancy garb. At first they were cheeky, haunting, peculiar. But now they have taken on a larger, societal meaning and a mission of their own. Are they faceless because they are afraid and unseen? Or because they are armored and shielded? And so I am wondering - what do they mean to you, dear readers? About the art: this is a paint-over (oil over oil) of an existing piece, which adds a lovely depth of color and texture. On a recent playdate with the AI bot, I wrote "pink backpack" and let it run. There were many, many delightfully cheeky monsters and odd humans with backpacks of all sizes. The whole session left me grinning! One of them was more of a mash-up of victorian schoolgirl and cyberpunk ballgown-bot, which inspired this piece. The goal here was the lovely limited palette and high contrast with loose, painterly brushstrokes. The December Reader Giveaway begins today! Leave a comment on any blog post this month to be automatically entered. One (or more) lucky commenters will receive an original piece of art in the mail - free!
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Dotty Seiter
12/2/2024 06:05:13 am
Your writing here nudges me to share with you a short Rosemerry Wahtola Trommer poem I read recently that keeps calling me back for rereads:
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lola
12/10/2024 02:54:35 pm
Dotty!!! For some reason my reply got lost in the cyber world once again. Thank you for mentioning it in a later blog post! This poem, holy holy holy macaroons - yes. I've been thinking of this in my meditations ever since reading it - my hands are open in grief and gratitude. There is space for both. And when I bring them together, it is powerful. Thank you!!!
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Trina
12/2/2024 03:52:18 pm
Maybe it’s human nature that we want to put a face on a form. But I like the facelessness of your bots because depending on the prose/ or prompts you give us my mind builds a face. One of pain, dull expression, joy, peace…it’s great fun this way! I would put a face of straight determination on this gal! Love💕👑💪🏼
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lola
12/10/2024 02:56:01 pm
Trina!!! My apologies for the delayed reply - my comments on this post were lost in cyber land! Thank you for your description of the facelessness and yes - our minds add faces to things, don't they? I see them everywhere. And determination? Heck, yes! This girl's got it! (just like you, I think!) xoxo
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Wow, what a poem that was for this week.Great question.
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lola
12/2/2024 05:50:55 pm
Thea!!! Right? The apple would become sacred. While the bad girls are getting tossed out of heaven - I'll take the freedom any day! Thanks so much for weighing in on this - I'll be pondering your words all day! xo
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Sara Van Horn
12/9/2024 09:25:07 am
There is such a collective experience we share as women. We normally keep it to ourselves, but there is so much similarity there. The facelessness is perfect because they represent the feelings of so many of us without providing a spokesperson. It feels like a way to draw us together rather than separate. There is also a beauty in the anonymity of finding out who are and what brings us joy, sorrow and healing so we can fully embrace ourselves and our lives.
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lola
12/10/2024 02:50:39 pm
Sara!!! "beauty in the anonymity of finding out who we are" - holy mackerel, do I love that phrase. You are so right. Thank you for describing what these pieces signify to you, and for having one of them hanging in your space! It means so much. xoxoxo
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