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30 Paintings in 30 Days - Day 19

1/19/2017

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​"Summer" - second in a series of four, acrylic on aquabord, 6" x 6".  Ready to frame, or can be leaned on a shelf.  Available on etsy.



​If I dare,
It's because I'm becoming
Aware of us
As a pair of us,
Each accepting a share
Of what's there.
       From "It Takes Two", Into the Woods



There are all different kinds of bravery here in the woods.

I'm pretty good at solo bravery - setting out alone to accomplish a herculean task is much easier when no one is there to watch you maybe fail.  I'm also pretty good at being brave when everyone else is doing it with me.  That's easy and fun.  "If everyone else jumped off of a bridge, would you?"  Well, yes, if we were all doing it together and if it seemed remotely advantageous to do so (like adding "bridge jumping" to my resume).

The hardest kind of bravery, to me, is what Buddhist monk and teacher Thich Nhat Hanh calls "the intimate bravery of letting ourselves be seen."  By this he means being vulnerable, connecting with an open heart and truly revealing our inner selves.  For most of my life, this has been the hardest thing of all.  

And then there was art.  Creating these pieces, each a little bit of my heart and soul, allowed me a way to be vulnerable.  When you show someone a painting you created, it is a huge trust fall! But the more I painted and showed these tiny heart fragments, the easier it became.  Until I started this blog.

Showing a piece of art is one thing, but telling my stories, sharing my thoughts...I cannot tell you how many times I nearly deleted an entire blog post in the beginning, rather than risk being vulnerable.  And again, over time, it became easier and more organic.  Now it is just something I naturally want to do.  A painting doesn't really feel finished until there is a post to go with it.  

If you ready to march headlong into the forest of vulnerability, ready this lovely bit about hugging meditation, created by Thich Nhat Hanh.  And the next time we meet, dear reader, I will embrace you with all of my heart.  :)




Today's "Pay What You Can" piece is "Hello, Roo!", pen and ink on paper, 6" x 12".   This piece will be shipped flat.  Shipping is anticipated to be around $6.


Email me at imajenation@gmail.com with how much (or how little) you'd like to pay for this cutie (shipping will be added).  The winner will be selected at random and notified via email in 24 hours.
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Patricia L. Brooks
1/19/2017 10:34:04 am

BRAVA to your bravery, Jen👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻‼️‼️‼️Sharing your vulnerabilities through your art and blog has been a gift to each of us who have experienced both along with you🤗🤗‼️‼️‼️I am so HAPPY for you that the sharing has become part of the process to complete a piece🤗🤗🤗‼️‼️‼️Your art has charm, magic and depth is added through your blog👍👍👍‼️‼️‼️Oddly, your sharing has made me MUCH more introspective about my own work🤗🤗🤗‼️‼️‼️Thanks for being you, Jen👍👍👍‼️‼️‼️

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jen
1/19/2017 05:53:25 pm

Pat! Thank you, sweet cheerleader!!!! This process has become such a part of my creating - the writing and sharing. I am so grateful for each of you who take a few moments (when time is in such short supply!!!) to read my blog and view my art...it is humbling.

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Dotty Seiter link
1/20/2017 07:24:37 am

Jen, I SO identify with what you've written. Painting for me is all about being vulnerable, about letting light shine into those spaces in me that I usually keep hidden, whether intentionally or unconsciously. And then to write, too. More vulnerability. But I've thought to myself many times and expressed to others a few times that, as you so well put it, a painting doesn't really feel finished until there is a post to go with it. I am so grateful to have come to know you through this 30in30 challenge.

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jen
1/20/2017 08:41:20 am

I so love your words there...."letting light shine into those spaces...usually hidden". That's what we do, right? And I am so happy we've "met" now! 30 in 30 is truly a gift. Thank you, sweet Dotty!!!

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