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Blood on the Paintwork

2/7/2023

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“Blood on the Paintwork” oil on paper, 17 x 23. Available here and at Artfinder

He will not ring the doorbell;
Instead he scrapes with his fingers
Leaving blood on the paintwork,
Though primroses grow
In circles round his feet.

You do not want to let him in.
You are very busy.
It is late, or early, and besides…
You cannot look at him straight
Because he makes you want to cry.
​
Your dog barks;
The wild god smiles.
He holds out his hand and
The dog licks his wounds,
Then leads him inside.
-from Sometimes a Wild God by Tom Hirons

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Blood on the Paintwork
In the studio this week, I continued an exploration of Hirons’ poem and trying to capture some big emotion. I didn’t know until I knew, but the wild god was at the door.

A random post I read. A text or two. And then, the knowing.

The knowing and then the heaviness. The weight of loss: of one of the great painters, art instructors and encouragers, Dianne Nance. She was the one who pointed me in the direction of the peculiar - she said "go there."  She opened my eyes to artists I’d never heard of or imagined, and infused me with the courage to dare try anything. She shrugged her shoulders when I presented her with something bland and said “so what?” Her eyes sparked with surprise when I brought in something boundary-nudging (or pummeling). Oooooooh yaaaaaasssss.

​She was too young and vibrant to be gone already. Life feels exceptionally fragile and brief.

This piece is for her - the daring, the baring, the boldly sharing.
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Dotty Seiter link
2/9/2023 08:56:45 am

The knowing, Lola.

It is there in the paint. In the weight of the head. In the baring. In the arrows' both piercing and lifting. In the kneeling. In the keening.
In the gravitas of that basket of hair.

I'm holding space for your knowing and your daring and your boldly sharing—here and in all your art.

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lola
2/9/2023 09:22:09 pm

Dotty....thank you, dear friend. I so appreciate you. Sending the biggest hugs. xo

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